nagbabalik.

haha. at ako'y nagbabalik sa mundo ng internet. simula na naman ng walang katapusang pag-upo sa harap ng computer na kung ano anong ginagawa. haha.

Let's go.
olrayt \m/

.. im still uploading the cheerdance footage yesterday xD darn yt and inet >.<

08-08-08 [happinesscausedbybigbang] xD

gah. this MV was like a mixed LIES+LAST FAREWELL. GD and TOP's rap gives me the LIES vibe and the theme of the song gives me the LAST FAREWELL vibe. and also, minyoung and jiyong look cute together (:


BIGBANG - Haru Haru (Day After Day)
hangul/romanization/english lyrics credit: bigbangkorean.wordpress.com


:hangul:

떠나가

ye finally i realize that i’m nuttin’ without you
i was so wrong forgive me

ah ah ah ah -

파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘
바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑
문신처럼 지워지지가 않아
한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠
내 가슴속엔 먼지만 쌓이죠 (say good bye)

네가 없인 단 하루도 못 살것만 같았던 나
생각과는 다르게도 그럭저럭 혼자 잘 살아
보고싶다고 불러봐도 넌 아무 대답없잖아
헛된 기대 걸어봐도 이젠 소용없잖아

네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지
그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지
걱정돼 다가가기조차 말을 걸 수 조차 없어 애태우고
나 홀로 긴 밤을 지새우죠 수백번 지워내죠

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네

oh girl cry cry yo my all (say good bye)

길을 걷다 너와 나 우리 마주친다해도
못 본척 하고서 그대로 가던길 가줘

자꾸만 옛 생각이 떠오르면 아마도
나도 몰래 그댈 찾아갈지도 몰라

넌 늘 그 사람과 행복하게 넌 늘 내가 다른 맘 안 먹게
넌 늘 작은 미련도 안 남게끔 잘 지내줘 나 보란듯이

넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게
넌 늘 그렇게 웃어줘 아무 일 없듯이

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네

나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 ye (하루하루 지나면)

차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플텐데 um
영원히 함께하자던 그 약속 이젠
추억에 묻어두길 바래 baby 널 위해 기도해

돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네

oh girl i cry cry yo my all say good bye bye
oh my love don’t lie lie yo my heart (say good bye)


:romanization:

Tteonaga

YEAH
FINALLY I REALIZED
THAT I’M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
I WAS SO WRONG
FORGIVE ME

Ah Ah Ah Ah -

Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam
Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojijiga anha
Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsogen meonjiman ssahijyo SAY GOODBYE

YEAH
Nega eobsin dan harudo mot salgeotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogosipdago bulleobwado neon amu daedabeobtjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeobwado ijen soyongeobtjanha

Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin annneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol su jocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo gin bameul jisaeujyo subaekbeon jiwonaejyo

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL (SAY GOODBYE)

Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchindahaedo
Mot boncheok hagoseo geudaero gadeongil gajwo

Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla

Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun mam an meokge
Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na borandeusi

Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayake tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparake
Neon neul geureoke useojwo amu il eopdeusi

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane

Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (nareul itgoseo saragajwo)
Geu nunmureun da mareulteni YEAH (haruharu jinamyeon)

Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeultende UM
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajadeon geu yaksok ijen
Chueoge mudeodugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL
I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL
SAY GOODBYE BYE
OH MY LOVE
DON’T LIE LIE
YO MY HEART
SAY GOODBYE

:english:

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

[YB] It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Repeat Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

just a scene in a movie i've watched..

okay, so i've been thinking.... what does "being free" really mean? sometimes we say we want to grow old like A.S.A.P so that we'll be free from doing what we want, free to go where we want to go, free to leave our house whatever time we want, and free to go home whatever time we want. to sum it up, when we say "free", we "leave" or "go".


but, sometimes, being free means choosing not to go, but to stay.


to stay where your heart desires..


we're always free to begin a new life, to start something new. we need to believe in every decision we make, take a step toward success, and from there, when we find that place where our heart desires, we'll never leave....








:: bdw i've watched Barbie as The Princess and the Pauper. haha ^^

what hurts you will make you stronger..

what happened at the DC still haunts me.. i always think abt it, i always think how the fans caused all the fuss that made SoShi sad... that made them feel hurt. but we say, What Hurts Them Will Make Them Stronger.

i know SoShi will always be a part of me, their music, their personality, their love, their perseverance... everything abt SoShi will forever be a part of me. i can say that, because i haven't been supporting someone like this, even to my all time favorite band, Spongecola. i've seen in them the life i've always wanted to see... even though there's pain, sorrow, failure.. they never fail to see the light. they never fail to shine. they never fail to make people happy.

i was in this forum where i haven't got a chance to participate in a project regarding what happened at the DC (i ran out of time). the community will be making a message book for them. well, what i want to share with you guys, is what it's written there.

What hurts you will make you stronger.

"The Power of Nine"

It is not good for all our wishes to be filled, through sickness we recognize the value of health; through evil, the value of good; through hunger, the value of food; through exertion, the value of rest.

The best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.

Let's continue to be SOSHIFIED for years to come.
Let's SOSHIFIED the world together.
Five years, ten years, twenty years, eternity, SNSD will be 9.

It's through imperfection and mistakes, do you realize that you're perfect, the way you are.

Never change from the SNSD we've grown to love, and will continue to love forever.

Nine Girls. One Generation.

Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising everytime we fall.

it was a short but nice read. i can actually see myself still fangirling the girls after 10 years xD

what happened at their career, their ups and downs... this was already written in their destinies, now is the time for them to unfold what's next to this chapter of their lives.

Now and Forever, So Nyeo Shi Dae.

signs...

gah! my legs hurt like hell now bcoz of running during PE class >.< i hate warm ups

my sister and i went to the mall yesterday to unwind. we decided to watch The Happening xD actually i suggested the movie while we were thinking either we'll get movie tickets for The Incredible Hulk or The Happening. the movie was nice altho for some points i dont like some parts where people commit suicide haha.

well, in The Happening, there's this "airborne toxic" spreading on northwest US and it's becoming a threat to the people living there because the toxic causes a human to have speech paralysis and physical disorientation, making people repeat what he said few seconds ago. what bothers me is that why are they thinking of killing themselves, instead of just walking around or doing whatever they are doing repeatedly, which is very weird to me. i remember a part of the movie in a construction site where the workers at the top of the building falls to the ground... gah! really looks like doomsday for everyone. well, seeing people.. i mean, people, falling from the sky is not a pretty sight. it's like the end of the world for me.

haha ^^ it's Dunkin' Donuts Day yesterday ! i got hot choco and some donuts. then we went to the department store to buy some shirts.



i was thinking of stuffs yesterday, what if what happened to the movie, "The Happening", happen? what are we going to do? what are the chances of survival, to think that Philippines is an overpopulated country? what will we risk to still see the sun rise the next day? and if we ever survive, how can we recover from such happening?

better prepare, right? it's what everybody say, prepare for the worst. well, with all those preparations what if our bodies aren't ready for the preparation? what if we lack knowledge? well, maybe we just have to be a bit smarter in the field of Science... know more. because he who knows more and prepares, will be the last man standing.

in case of depression...

while i was browsing the pages of my high school VB textbook, i came across by a paper im most familiar with, the paper i used to write letters to my high school buddies. but i was surprised to read the content of the paper. it was folded for like 2 years ago and it says, "In case of depression... open and reflect on what the paper says..." i dont remember anything abt me writing something like this in the past, though i've got a lot of depression back those years.

and it says,

Life... is a series of choices.
Many people are there in your life, at the very beginning... not to dictate on what should happen to your life, but rather, to help you think about what's best among the choices life gave. But the person who will always end up on a decision is you. Whatever happens to your life, you must accept it. You made that choice. You can never go back and change it.

All you have to do, is to know the reason why you end up having that choice.

And now, I'm going to leave you a simple question...

"Why didi you choose to live this life, inspite of the consequences?"

* Write the choices you made on your life in a paper, then in another paper, write the reasons why you choose to live that kind of life.

* Tear the paper where you wrote the choices you made, then fold the paper where you wrote your reasons.

* Reflect on what you wrote on the papers.

* Throw the papers together and stand up with a smile.

friday the 13th............

isn't really a bad day, and 13 isn't a bad number either! xD it's just the old folks saying this and that and everything under the sun but, i really don't believe in it.. it's like, bad luck can come almost everyday, right?

so, the number 13 comes up in our convo, why not discuss the beauty 13 has in it? well, 13 members, Super Junior! yes, you got it right! Super Junior, the boy band debuted in year 2005 and is still on the korean music industry, always successful in everything they do. :] the power of 13

the band debuted on year 2005 with only 12 members, from oldest to youngest: Leeteuk (the leader), Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-In, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, and Kibum. Han Geng is the only Chinese member in Super Junior and, TAKE NOTE: the first foreign celebrity to break into korea's entertainment industry. Kyuhyun was announced as the 13th member on year 2006, after being discovered by SME on a contest in Chin Chin radio.

before debut, Super Junior was first known as O.V.E.R. (Obey the Voice for Each Rhythm) and was said to be "The Gateway oto Stardom of Asia". soon the band was named Super Junior 05 and was said to be Super Junior's first generation. Super Junior was first announced as a project group, meaning after a couple of months the band will be separating, then after Kyuhyun was announced on being the 13th member, Super Junior became a permanent group. Kyuhyun was also announced as the youngest member of Super Junior then.

**The Super Junior 05 era

Super Junior 05 released its first single, "TWINS(Knock Out)" on November 6, 2005, and released it's first CD single named SuperJunior05(TWINS) on December 7, 2005. Super Junior was placed at #3 in the monthly chart of December 2005. Super Junior 05's second & last single from their cd single, "Miracle", was their first single to top the charts of South Korea and other countries such as Thailand. being a project group, SME announced the replacement of Super Junior 05 members to form the Super Junior 06. however, after the addition of the 13th member, Kyuhyun, Super Junior 05 became a permanent group and became Super Junior.

**The 13 members

from their single, U
starting from top left: Leeteuk, Heechul, Kibum, Han Geng, Sungmin, Siwon, Donghae, Kangin, Ryeowook, Yesung, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, Shindong.

**The Attack of Super Junior

Super Junior released its first single as a permanent group, "U", on May 26, 2006. U was free to download at its first release and had over 400000 downloads within its five hours of release and exceeded 1.7 million downloads, with causes the server to crash down. the single also stayed at the #1 spot in five consecutive weeks on two of Korea's top music programs. U gave Super Junior a lot of awards and was crowned as SBS Popular Songs' Mutizen Song for three consecutive weeks. while making promotions for the single U, Super Junior released its second single, "Dancing Out", as part of SMTown's annual Summer Album. the second single collected two awards shortly after its release. with the release of U, Super Junior collected over seven awards in five of South Korea's music awards, thus Super Junior earning the Best New Group and some popularity awards.

**Other activities
an official fanclub for Super Junior was created, naming themselves E.L.F (Ever-lasting Friends). Super Junior's official balloon color was pearl sapphire blue.

at the coming of 2007, Super Junior started to have sub-groups. the first Super Junior sub-group was Super Junior K.R.Y, which stands for Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Yesung, since the three was noted as having the best vocals in Super Junior. Super Junior K.R.Y debuted on November 6 2006. the second sub-group, Super Junior Trot, debuted on February 2007 and released its first single "Rokkugo". Han Geng, who was limited on performing into Korean programs, went to China for some activities.

**The crutial moment
four of Super Junior's members, Leeteuk, Shindong, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, along with two managers, met a car accident on april 19 2007. the cause was the driver's lost control over the vehicle. Shindong and Eunhyun got minor injuries. Leeteuk had undergone an operation to remove the glass shards on his back and recieved 170 stitches on his face and back. Kyuhyun, who was seated behind the driver's seat, was injured with a fractured hip, fractured ribs, and faical bruises. Shindong and Eunhyuk was released in the hospital in a short matter of days, Leeteuk, who was said to have recovered fast was released in the hospital shortly after Shindong and Eunhyuk was released. Kyuhyun was hospitalized for two months and was released.

**Then, they sing happiness

Kyuhyun, being the most injured on the April 19 accident, was not able to participate in Super Junior's remake of H.O.T.'s song, "Haengbok".

**The Dont Don days.

the April 19 accident prevented their second album, Dont Don, to be released until September 20 2007. a day after the group performed their fist single, "Dont Don", for the second album live at KBS' Music Bank. within its first three days of release, Dont Don album was in close competition to Lee Soo Young's new release. at the end of the month, Dont Don successfully topeed Lee Soo Young's and Wheesung's album. after months of release, Dont Don became Super Junior's best selling album, and was the second best selling album of 2007. Dont Don was promoted at a short period, and quickly moved to "Marry U", their second single for the seoncd album. Super Junior was nominated in seven separate categories at the 2007 Music Festival. they won three out of seven nominations including Netizen Choice Award and Mobile Popularity, being the biggest winner of the night. they also won Best Artist of the Year (Daesang), and got the highest recognition of the night. Super Junior also collected two awards on December 14 2007 at the 2007 Golden Disc Awards. although defeated by SG Wannabe in winning the Daesang at the GDA, Super Junior won a Bonsang and the TPL Anycall Popularity Award, which the media are expecting Super Junior to win.

**Super Junior: Korea and the World

SME officially announced the third sub-group, Super Junior M (Mandarin), which will be concentrating their activities on China. the sub-group debuted on April 8 20078 at the 8th Annual Music Chart Awards, along with the release of their first single, a Chinese rendition of "U". the sub-group consists of Han Geng (leader), Siwon, Donghae, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Henry Lau (who did a special appearance on Dont Don MV), and ZhouMi. the sub-group was hated by some fans because of the "Only 13" campaigne and against Henry Lau and ZhouMi to be part of Super Junior, while some fans support the sub-group.

the fourth and current sub-group, Super Junior H (Happy), debuted to prevent the group from fading away in the Korean music industry. the sub-group consists of Super Junior T minus Heechul, and Yesung. their first single, "Cooking? Cooking!", was released on June 8 2008.

Super Junior is currently having their 1st Asian Concert tour named "The First Asia Show- Super Show", which kicks off from Seoul on February 22-24. the tour will be on nine different Asian countries.

**Now and Forever, Super Junior
from 2005 to 2008, 13 boys have made a difference and has changed Korean music industry. they have influenced people to succeed, to continue life inspite of the trials. this is Super Junior.