just a scene in a movie i've watched..

okay, so i've been thinking.... what does "being free" really mean? sometimes we say we want to grow old like A.S.A.P so that we'll be free from doing what we want, free to go where we want to go, free to leave our house whatever time we want, and free to go home whatever time we want. to sum it up, when we say "free", we "leave" or "go".


but, sometimes, being free means choosing not to go, but to stay.


to stay where your heart desires..


we're always free to begin a new life, to start something new. we need to believe in every decision we make, take a step toward success, and from there, when we find that place where our heart desires, we'll never leave....








:: bdw i've watched Barbie as The Princess and the Pauper. haha ^^

what hurts you will make you stronger..

what happened at the DC still haunts me.. i always think abt it, i always think how the fans caused all the fuss that made SoShi sad... that made them feel hurt. but we say, What Hurts Them Will Make Them Stronger.

i know SoShi will always be a part of me, their music, their personality, their love, their perseverance... everything abt SoShi will forever be a part of me. i can say that, because i haven't been supporting someone like this, even to my all time favorite band, Spongecola. i've seen in them the life i've always wanted to see... even though there's pain, sorrow, failure.. they never fail to see the light. they never fail to shine. they never fail to make people happy.

i was in this forum where i haven't got a chance to participate in a project regarding what happened at the DC (i ran out of time). the community will be making a message book for them. well, what i want to share with you guys, is what it's written there.

What hurts you will make you stronger.

"The Power of Nine"

It is not good for all our wishes to be filled, through sickness we recognize the value of health; through evil, the value of good; through hunger, the value of food; through exertion, the value of rest.

The best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.

Let's continue to be SOSHIFIED for years to come.
Let's SOSHIFIED the world together.
Five years, ten years, twenty years, eternity, SNSD will be 9.

It's through imperfection and mistakes, do you realize that you're perfect, the way you are.

Never change from the SNSD we've grown to love, and will continue to love forever.

Nine Girls. One Generation.

Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising everytime we fall.

it was a short but nice read. i can actually see myself still fangirling the girls after 10 years xD

what happened at their career, their ups and downs... this was already written in their destinies, now is the time for them to unfold what's next to this chapter of their lives.

Now and Forever, So Nyeo Shi Dae.

signs...

gah! my legs hurt like hell now bcoz of running during PE class >.< i hate warm ups

my sister and i went to the mall yesterday to unwind. we decided to watch The Happening xD actually i suggested the movie while we were thinking either we'll get movie tickets for The Incredible Hulk or The Happening. the movie was nice altho for some points i dont like some parts where people commit suicide haha.

well, in The Happening, there's this "airborne toxic" spreading on northwest US and it's becoming a threat to the people living there because the toxic causes a human to have speech paralysis and physical disorientation, making people repeat what he said few seconds ago. what bothers me is that why are they thinking of killing themselves, instead of just walking around or doing whatever they are doing repeatedly, which is very weird to me. i remember a part of the movie in a construction site where the workers at the top of the building falls to the ground... gah! really looks like doomsday for everyone. well, seeing people.. i mean, people, falling from the sky is not a pretty sight. it's like the end of the world for me.

haha ^^ it's Dunkin' Donuts Day yesterday ! i got hot choco and some donuts. then we went to the department store to buy some shirts.



i was thinking of stuffs yesterday, what if what happened to the movie, "The Happening", happen? what are we going to do? what are the chances of survival, to think that Philippines is an overpopulated country? what will we risk to still see the sun rise the next day? and if we ever survive, how can we recover from such happening?

better prepare, right? it's what everybody say, prepare for the worst. well, with all those preparations what if our bodies aren't ready for the preparation? what if we lack knowledge? well, maybe we just have to be a bit smarter in the field of Science... know more. because he who knows more and prepares, will be the last man standing.

in case of depression...

while i was browsing the pages of my high school VB textbook, i came across by a paper im most familiar with, the paper i used to write letters to my high school buddies. but i was surprised to read the content of the paper. it was folded for like 2 years ago and it says, "In case of depression... open and reflect on what the paper says..." i dont remember anything abt me writing something like this in the past, though i've got a lot of depression back those years.

and it says,

Life... is a series of choices.
Many people are there in your life, at the very beginning... not to dictate on what should happen to your life, but rather, to help you think about what's best among the choices life gave. But the person who will always end up on a decision is you. Whatever happens to your life, you must accept it. You made that choice. You can never go back and change it.

All you have to do, is to know the reason why you end up having that choice.

And now, I'm going to leave you a simple question...

"Why didi you choose to live this life, inspite of the consequences?"

* Write the choices you made on your life in a paper, then in another paper, write the reasons why you choose to live that kind of life.

* Tear the paper where you wrote the choices you made, then fold the paper where you wrote your reasons.

* Reflect on what you wrote on the papers.

* Throw the papers together and stand up with a smile.

friday the 13th............

isn't really a bad day, and 13 isn't a bad number either! xD it's just the old folks saying this and that and everything under the sun but, i really don't believe in it.. it's like, bad luck can come almost everyday, right?

so, the number 13 comes up in our convo, why not discuss the beauty 13 has in it? well, 13 members, Super Junior! yes, you got it right! Super Junior, the boy band debuted in year 2005 and is still on the korean music industry, always successful in everything they do. :] the power of 13

the band debuted on year 2005 with only 12 members, from oldest to youngest: Leeteuk (the leader), Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-In, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, and Kibum. Han Geng is the only Chinese member in Super Junior and, TAKE NOTE: the first foreign celebrity to break into korea's entertainment industry. Kyuhyun was announced as the 13th member on year 2006, after being discovered by SME on a contest in Chin Chin radio.

before debut, Super Junior was first known as O.V.E.R. (Obey the Voice for Each Rhythm) and was said to be "The Gateway oto Stardom of Asia". soon the band was named Super Junior 05 and was said to be Super Junior's first generation. Super Junior was first announced as a project group, meaning after a couple of months the band will be separating, then after Kyuhyun was announced on being the 13th member, Super Junior became a permanent group. Kyuhyun was also announced as the youngest member of Super Junior then.

**The Super Junior 05 era

Super Junior 05 released its first single, "TWINS(Knock Out)" on November 6, 2005, and released it's first CD single named SuperJunior05(TWINS) on December 7, 2005. Super Junior was placed at #3 in the monthly chart of December 2005. Super Junior 05's second & last single from their cd single, "Miracle", was their first single to top the charts of South Korea and other countries such as Thailand. being a project group, SME announced the replacement of Super Junior 05 members to form the Super Junior 06. however, after the addition of the 13th member, Kyuhyun, Super Junior 05 became a permanent group and became Super Junior.

**The 13 members

from their single, U
starting from top left: Leeteuk, Heechul, Kibum, Han Geng, Sungmin, Siwon, Donghae, Kangin, Ryeowook, Yesung, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, Shindong.

**The Attack of Super Junior

Super Junior released its first single as a permanent group, "U", on May 26, 2006. U was free to download at its first release and had over 400000 downloads within its five hours of release and exceeded 1.7 million downloads, with causes the server to crash down. the single also stayed at the #1 spot in five consecutive weeks on two of Korea's top music programs. U gave Super Junior a lot of awards and was crowned as SBS Popular Songs' Mutizen Song for three consecutive weeks. while making promotions for the single U, Super Junior released its second single, "Dancing Out", as part of SMTown's annual Summer Album. the second single collected two awards shortly after its release. with the release of U, Super Junior collected over seven awards in five of South Korea's music awards, thus Super Junior earning the Best New Group and some popularity awards.

**Other activities
an official fanclub for Super Junior was created, naming themselves E.L.F (Ever-lasting Friends). Super Junior's official balloon color was pearl sapphire blue.

at the coming of 2007, Super Junior started to have sub-groups. the first Super Junior sub-group was Super Junior K.R.Y, which stands for Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Yesung, since the three was noted as having the best vocals in Super Junior. Super Junior K.R.Y debuted on November 6 2006. the second sub-group, Super Junior Trot, debuted on February 2007 and released its first single "Rokkugo". Han Geng, who was limited on performing into Korean programs, went to China for some activities.

**The crutial moment
four of Super Junior's members, Leeteuk, Shindong, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, along with two managers, met a car accident on april 19 2007. the cause was the driver's lost control over the vehicle. Shindong and Eunhyun got minor injuries. Leeteuk had undergone an operation to remove the glass shards on his back and recieved 170 stitches on his face and back. Kyuhyun, who was seated behind the driver's seat, was injured with a fractured hip, fractured ribs, and faical bruises. Shindong and Eunhyuk was released in the hospital in a short matter of days, Leeteuk, who was said to have recovered fast was released in the hospital shortly after Shindong and Eunhyuk was released. Kyuhyun was hospitalized for two months and was released.

**Then, they sing happiness

Kyuhyun, being the most injured on the April 19 accident, was not able to participate in Super Junior's remake of H.O.T.'s song, "Haengbok".

**The Dont Don days.

the April 19 accident prevented their second album, Dont Don, to be released until September 20 2007. a day after the group performed their fist single, "Dont Don", for the second album live at KBS' Music Bank. within its first three days of release, Dont Don album was in close competition to Lee Soo Young's new release. at the end of the month, Dont Don successfully topeed Lee Soo Young's and Wheesung's album. after months of release, Dont Don became Super Junior's best selling album, and was the second best selling album of 2007. Dont Don was promoted at a short period, and quickly moved to "Marry U", their second single for the seoncd album. Super Junior was nominated in seven separate categories at the 2007 Music Festival. they won three out of seven nominations including Netizen Choice Award and Mobile Popularity, being the biggest winner of the night. they also won Best Artist of the Year (Daesang), and got the highest recognition of the night. Super Junior also collected two awards on December 14 2007 at the 2007 Golden Disc Awards. although defeated by SG Wannabe in winning the Daesang at the GDA, Super Junior won a Bonsang and the TPL Anycall Popularity Award, which the media are expecting Super Junior to win.

**Super Junior: Korea and the World

SME officially announced the third sub-group, Super Junior M (Mandarin), which will be concentrating their activities on China. the sub-group debuted on April 8 20078 at the 8th Annual Music Chart Awards, along with the release of their first single, a Chinese rendition of "U". the sub-group consists of Han Geng (leader), Siwon, Donghae, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Henry Lau (who did a special appearance on Dont Don MV), and ZhouMi. the sub-group was hated by some fans because of the "Only 13" campaigne and against Henry Lau and ZhouMi to be part of Super Junior, while some fans support the sub-group.

the fourth and current sub-group, Super Junior H (Happy), debuted to prevent the group from fading away in the Korean music industry. the sub-group consists of Super Junior T minus Heechul, and Yesung. their first single, "Cooking? Cooking!", was released on June 8 2008.

Super Junior is currently having their 1st Asian Concert tour named "The First Asia Show- Super Show", which kicks off from Seoul on February 22-24. the tour will be on nine different Asian countries.

**Now and Forever, Super Junior
from 2005 to 2008, 13 boys have made a difference and has changed Korean music industry. they have influenced people to succeed, to continue life inspite of the trials. this is Super Junior.

quoting Shim Haechul's side during his broadcast

credits to: Soy@soompi forums, schicoschizophrenic9 for the article link at soompi.

You know...
after saying something about that Dream Concert incident,
I noticed all these news articles being spread about my comments.
What I mean is... to summarize it...
When SNSD was up on stage... uh... three of the fanclubs...
DBSG, SuJu, SS501 all three of the fanclubs together displayed a scene where they turned off their glowstick.
Because I was mad about that, I made comments about a rather infelicitous third-rate audience and so on.
Because I have a mic in front of me, I can state my opinion whenever I want to.
But some of you are saying "I feel vicitimized", "I have no reason to receive such criticism". Fine.
Then for the people that call themselves 'Ca-T-El', I invite the representatives of the fanclub to our studio and you can state your opinions.
You can talk about why you have no fault in your behaviors, why you guys think it's right, and why you guys think it's fair.
Uh... I officially invite you to come.
ghostevent@hanmail.net. If you send an e-mail, we can arrange a date for you to come in and we can have a discussion about it together.

But before we have a discussion,
I hope you can listen to one more thing I have to say.
Hm... there were some false informations in the news articles, stating that I was criticizing about the fan clubs giving the silent treatments.
I never criticized about the silent treatment.
Of course, not responding and staying silent when an another artist come and performance isn't a mannerly behavior.
It's not a proper behavior and if you think of the performance.. as a festival...
there shouldn't be any division between your fanclub, my fanclub, your singer, my singer.
That is the purpose of music.
That is the purpose why you people are there.
That is the purpose why that festival is held.
A silent treatment is definitely against that.
But "Are we some kind of a cheering machine", "Must we always response when an another artist comes on",
No. That's fine. However,
Turning off your glowsticks that had been brightening up that stadium, is a thrustful attack in turning the mood of the stadium into a mess.
Not cheering on an artist by staying silent can be a negative interference. Well, I wouldn't say anything about that.
But the leaders of the three fanclubs probably gave a sign to each other earlier on to stay quiet.
Purposely turning off your glowsticks 'attacks' an artist when they go on stage.
It's not on the same level as not responding to them... right?
Further on, how dead would the mood in the stadium be when everyone turns off their glowstick in a stadium that holds more than ten thousand people?
Because I regarded this as an direct attack on the artist on stage, I commented saying the audience was mini cooper.
If you look at anywhere in the world, if people don't like the artist, the people's response wouldn't be as loud. Boo-ing them when they're on stage.... it's not really the correct thing to do.

Also, one more thing. I'm going to point this one out.
People are saying how SNSD don't have any sense, that they talk disrespectfully about their seniors, and so on.
You are not the people to teach SNSD about that.
You are not SNSD's parents. You are not SNSD's manager. You understand?
You're not even SNSD's teacher.
If their behavior is indeed bad and blah blah, just like you people state, they will gradually disappear from the Entertainment Industry. It's not something you should be concerned about.
Stop worrying about it.
You say there was a some kind of conflict with SNSD's fanclub before?
Then I'll ask you this.
If there was a conflict with SNSD's fanclub, why do you attack SNSD?
Isn't that a problem between the fanclubs?
Okay... you come to the broadcasting stations... the security guards swear at you...
AD people finger you... you run around here and there...
I'm talking about you fans do.
What is that one thing you pledge to yourself while you do all that?
'I don't want my oppa's (artists) being insulted'... even though it pisses you off and something unfair happens to you, you put up with it and move on.
I've also been a singer for 20 years and... the fans who went through all sorts of those unfair and pissing situations are still behind me, so I know.
"Why didn't you just do what you had to do then" If we talk about it later on,
"I was afraid oppa would get insulted so I couldn't." I feel sad when I hear this.
Who do you humiliate with your behaviors?
Do you humiliate SNSD with your behaviors?
You are humiliating DBSG, SS501, and SuJu whom you sat for and represented.
The fan's levels represent the levels of their artists and you are the ones representing your oppa's face as well as your oppa's level.
That day, attacking the artist on stage represented the level and behavior of the face of the artist you love.
Did you feel proud about it? Are you glad? Do you feel happy after attacking them?
Then why do you people think you did something good?
I don't understand really. Even if I hear your protest over hundreds of times, it's because of this last point in the end.
The people that feel somewhat unfair about this, you yourself are representing the face of your oppa's. I don't know how you can act like this when you know that your oppa's will get insulted about this.
Sigh... around the same time, the people the same age as you teenagers... also the young people around your age... were doing a candlelight demonstration at Gwanghwamun.
I don't think there's any difference between the people that held their candlelights at Gwanghwamun or the people that held their glowsticks at a stadium.
Teenagers held candlelights at Gwanghwamun because they were worried about their country,
Teenagers held glowsticks in a stadium screaming out towards the idols they liked... everyone's there where they belong and doing their duties and what they have to do.
The problem is, you have to do it well.
The teenagers at Gwanghwamun holding their candlelights have to do what they have to do.
The teenagers inside the stadium holding their glowsticks have to do what they have to do.
What did you people have to do,
Why does music exist in this world?
You went there to listen to music.
Music allows people to understand each other, music allows people to reconcile, music brings people together, and teaches you to love everything in this world.
Surprising even the adults, you people just expressed your hatred and past feelings, and unfairness from the point of your own situation and self interest.

Okay, if you're still feel pissed off and annoyed after listening to all this, contact me and you can attend Ghost Station and we can talk about it.
It's not something we should lose our tempers about.
Hm.... Also, if it wasn't SNSD in that situation that got attacked and some other artist that got attacked, I would've been definitely angry still.
And reverse the situation and think about it.
If DBSG got attacked like that in that situation, I would definitely have been angry...
Even if SuJu got attacked like that in that situation, i would definitely have been angry as well.
Hm... people say is it because I like SNSD, he used to like SNSD already.
But while broadcasting, I frequently capture the 'feel' of a perverted middle-aged man. And to express that feel, I would go 'Wow! Woo!' when SNSD is mentioned a lot...
To tell you the truth, I don't know the names of the SNSD members very well, yes.
I'm just a perverted middle-aged man that feels happy to see a group of young girls in the same age together.
Hm.....
What I mean is, whoever it may have been, there is no difference to me.
And DBSG... hm, it's sort of weird to say I think of them cutely to an all-grown up boy.. but yeah, DBSG, SS501, SuJu, if we see eachother in the broadcast station, we would happily greet eachother and talk... they're all precious juniors to me, not just SNSD.

Hm... to say I'm saying all this 'because' it is SNSD....
because my heart and soul is tied with S.E.S......
hehehehehahahahahaha
Ah~ my heart will never leave S.E.S. that's why... hahahahahahaha
if you say it's because kekekekekekekekehehehehe
of SNSD... then that's a big misunderstanding.

Who do they go on stage for? Entertainers, what do they go on stage for?
If they went on stage and something bad happened and they were mistreated...
whomever it may have been, whether it be my senior or junior or friend, I would be angry about it.

You people that do what you do... you 'Ca-T-El' people... it's hard to do what you do right?
After doing such behaviors, you hear other people saying "they have no thoughts"... aren't you tired and feel wronged?
You have to be able to put up with all that so you can be the face of your artist and protect them.
If you do what you're doing right now, all it will do is get your artist's insulted.
Who can protect who.
......
......
I'll say again that it was something where people forgot their own duties.
Everyone, I'll say again, get your act together.

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제가 말입니다.
그~ 드림 콘서튼가 하는 데에서 있었던 사건, 에~ 대해서 그냥 한마디 질렀더니
기사가 사방에 많이 떠가지고
그니까.. 사건을 요약하면 이렇습니다.
그, 소녀시대가 무대 위에 나와있을 때
어.. 세 군데의 팬클럽 동방신기 슈퍼주니어 SS501의 세군데 팬클럽이 연합해서
야광봉을 꺼버리는 장면을 연출했고
저는 거기에 대해서 화가 나서 저질 삼류관객, 막말하면서 좀 퍼부어댔다, 라는 거지요.
쩝.. 근데 저는 마이크를 쥐고 있는 사람이기 때문에 언제든지 제 의견을 이야기할 수 있습니다.
그런데 당사자들 중에서는 "억울하다." ,"그러한 비난을 받을 이유가 없다." 라고 이야기하는 분들도 계시는데,
좋습니다. 그렇다면은 소위 당신들이 이야기하는, '카트엘'이라고 이야기 하는
팬클럽의 대표분들을 스튜디오로 제가 초대할테니까, 나와서 그럼 자기 의견을 개진해 보십시오.
그 행동에 왜 잘못이 없었고, 당신들이 왜 정당하고, 왜 떳떳한지, 에 대해서 한 번 이야기 해보세요.
어.. 정식으로 초대하도록 하겠습니다.
ghostevent@hanmail.net
이곳으로 연락을 주시면 저희가 방송날짜를 마련해서 같이 토론을 해보도록 하지요.

그럼 토론을 하기 전에,
제 덧붙이는 이야기를 하나 그럼 더 들어보시기 바래요.
흠.. 기사가 잘못된 점들이 있는데 팬클럽들이 합동해서 침묵을 한 걸 가지고 비난을 했다고 하는데,
저는 침묵에 대해서 비난한 적이 없습니다.
물론 다른 가수들이 나왔을 때 호응을 안하고 입을 다물고 침묵을 하는 건
그것도 뭐 그렇게 매너있는 행동 아닙니다.
썩 매너있는 행동은 아니고 그 공연이라는게 축제라는 것을 생각을 했을 때
니팬클럽 내팬클럽 니가수 내가수 나눠지지 않는 하나의 화합의 장이 되어야 됩니다.
그것이 음악의 목적입니다.
그리고 거기에 여러분들이 있는 목적이고,
그 축제가 벌어지는 목적이고,
여러분들이 거기에 있는 목적이기도 합니다.
침묵은 분명히 거기에는 어긋납니다.
그러나 "우리가 응원하는 기계냐", "꼭 다른 가수가 나올 때 의무적으로 움직였어야 되느냐",
아닙니다, 괜찮습니다. 그러나,
그 현장을 화려하게 밝히고 있던 야광봉을 고의로 꺼버리는 것은 분위기를 개(*)판을 치는
적극적인 공격에 해당됩니다.
가수가 무대에 나왔을 때 침묵으로 응원을 하지 않는 것은
소극적인 훼방이 되지만 에~ 저는 거기까지도 뭐라 그러지 않겠습니다.
미리 싸인을 맞춰서, 아마도 3개 팬클럽 간부진들끼리 의사소통이 있었겠지요.
고의적으로 야광봉을 꺼버리는 거는 무대 위에 올라가있는 아티스트를 "공격"하는게 됩니다.
소극적으로 호응안해주기 삐치기 정도의 차원이 아닌겁니다, 그쵸?
거기다가 '사람이 몇 만명이나 모이는 공연장에서 야광봉이 한꺼번에 몇 만개가 꺼진다.' 라는 거는
분위기가 얼마나 썰렁합니까,
그래서 저는 그걸 무대 위에있는 아티스트에 대한 적극적인 공격행위로 간주했기 때문에,
그래서 저질 관객이라고 이야기를 한겁니다.
세계 어느나라에서도 에, 마음에 안들면 그냥 반응이 썰렁해지는거지,
야유 퍼붓고, 뭐 이렇게 하는 모습이 썩 그렇게 좋은거 아닙니다.

또 하나, 저~ 요거 조목조목 따져보겠습니다
소녀시대가 개념이 없고 선배들에 대해서 말투가 나쁘고 어쩌고저쩌고 하는데
그건 여러분들이 가르칠 일이 아닙니다.
여러분들이 소녀시대 엄마아버지도 아니고 소녀시대 매니저도 아니고, 예?
여러분들이 무슨 소녀시대 담임선생님도 아닙니다.
만약에 그들이 그렇게 행실이 나쁘고 뭐가 어쩌고 저쩌고 하는 여러분들 말대로 그렇다면
연예계에서 서서히 도태되서 사라져갈겁니다, 여러분들이 신경쓸 일이 아닌 겁니다.
신경끄면 됩니다.
소녀시대 팬클럽하고 미리 어떤어떤 충돌이 있었다?
그렇다면 제가 물어보겠습니다.
소녀시대 팬클럽하고 충돌이 있었는데 왜 그럼 소녀시대를 공격합니까?
그건 팬클럽과 팬클럽간의 문제 아닙니까.
자, 방송국을 다니면서 그~ 방송국 경비원 아저씨들한테 욕도 먹어가면서
AD아저씨들한테 손가락질도 받아가면서 그러면서 일로절로 뛰어다니면서
쩝, 소위 말하는 팬질을 합니다, 팬질을.
그 팬질 할 때에 자신들이 가장 큰 볼모로 잡혀있는 게 뭡니까.
우리 오빠들 욕 안먹일라고, 성질 죽이고 억울한 일 있어도 참고 넘어가고,
꾹 참고 그냥 넘어갑니다.
저도 가수 20년 해봤고, 예? 그 억울한 꼴 이꼴저꼴 다보면서 팬질 하던 제 팬들이 아직도
제 곁에 남아있고, 그래서 그거 압니다.
"아 그냥 확 질러버리지 그랬니~" 나중에 이야기하면
"오빠 욕먹일까봐 차마 그건 못했다." 소리 들으면 마음이 아픕니다.
여러분들의 행동은 누구에게 수치를 줍니까?
여러분들의 행동이 소녀시대에게 수치를 줬습니까?
여러분들이 자리에 앉아서 대변하고 있던 동방신기와 SS501과 슈퍼주니어에게 수치를 안겨주는 겁니다.
팬의 수준이 자기 아티스트의 수준을 대변하는거고 바로 우리 오빠들의 얼굴이기도 한
우리 오빠들의 수준을 바로 내가 대변합니다.
여러분들이 무대 위의 아티스트를 공격하는 여러분들의 수준과 행동이 당신들이 사랑하는
아티스트의 얼굴을 대변하는 일이 그날 벌어졌는데
자랑스러웠습니까? 기뻤어요? 공격하고나니까 통쾌합디까?
그러면, 도대체 뭘 잘했다는 겁니까? 여러분이.
저는 이해가 안갑니다. 여러분들이 이모저모로 항의하는 거를 백번 다 받아들이다 하더라도
맨~ 마지막에는 바로 이 점 때문에 그렇습니다.
아니, 억울한 점이 다소 있다고 한들, 자기가 자기 오빠 얼굴을 대변하고 있는데
오빠들 욕먹을거 뻔히 알면서 어떻게 그런 행동을 할 수 있는가, 라는 거죠.
쩝.. 같은 시각에 여러분들하고 같은 나이의 청소년들, 또 여러분들하고 같은 또래의
젊은이들은 광화문에서 촛불시위를 하고 있었습니다.
저는, 같은 나이의 또래 청소년들 중에서 광화문에서 어떤 이는 촛불을 들고
어떤 이는 잠실경기장에서 야광봉을 드는 것이, 하등의 가치의 차이가 없다. 라고 생각합니다.
광화문에서 촛불을 들고 나라를 걱정하는 청소년이나,
잠실에서 야광봉을 들고 자기들이 좋아하는 아이돌을 향해서 소리를 지르는 청소년들이나
다 자기가 있어야할 곳에 있는 것이고 다 자기 임무를 하고 있는 겁니다.
문제는, 잘해야 되는 겁니다.
광화문에 있는 청소년은 촛불을 들고 똑바로 자기가 할 일을 하면 되는 것이고
잠실경기장에 있었던 청소년들은 야광봉을 들고 자기가 할 일을 하면 되는겁니다.
여러분들이 할일은 뭐였습니까,
음악이 세상에 왜 존재합니까,
음악을 들으러 그 자리에 갔고 음악은 사람들 사이에 소통을 앞당가고
사람들을 화해시키고 사람들을 단합시키고 그리고 세상 모든 것들을 사랑하도록 가르칩니다.
여러분들은 그자리에서 어른들이 보기에도 섬뜩할 정도의 혐오와 증오와 묵은 감정과
내 입장 내 이기주의에서 보는 억울함만을 토로하고 왔습니다.

자, 이 이야기 다 듣고도 열받고 화 안풀리고 짜증나는 이야기들은 연락하셔서
고스트스테이션에 출연하셔서 저랑 같이 이야기해보십시다.
뭐, 서로 성질 낼 이야기들도 아니고,
흠~~~~ 그리고 그 자리에서 소녀시대가 공격을 당한게 아니고
다른 제 후배가수들이 공격을 당했어도 저는 당연히 화를 냈을 것이고,
그리고 입장을 바꿔놓고 생각을 해봐요.
그 자리에서 만약에 동방신기가 그런 공격을 당했다, 그러면
저는 당연히 화를 냈을 거고
슈퍼주니어가 공격을 당했다 하더라도 당연히 화를 냈을 겁니다.
음~ 제가 소녀시대를 좋아해서 그런거냐, 원래부터 소녀시대를 좋아했다.
근데 제가 방송을 하면서 변태중년 Feel을 자주잡죠, 변태중년 분위기를 잡느냐고
소녀시대 하악하악 이 분위기를 자주 연출하는데,
솔직히 이야기하는데 소녀시대 멤버 이름도 잘 몰라요, 예.
그냥 그 또래 그 그 또래 어린 여성들이 모여있는 그 모습을 보면 므흣하고 흐뭇한
변태 중년일 뿐인데,
쩝, 음~~~~~
그 누가 됐던들 저로서는 하등의 차이가 없는 이야기입니다.
그리고 제가 동방신기를 이제 어.. 다자란 청년들인데 소년들이 아닌데 귀여워한다는 표현이 좀 뭐하지만
에, 뭐.. SS501이든 슈퍼주니어든 이렇게 방송국 저 멀리서보면 반갑고 웃으면서 이야기하고
저한테도 굉장히 귀한 후배들입니다, 소녀시대만 귀한게 아닙니다.

음.. 소녀시대"라서" 편을 들기에는
저의 마음은 S.E.S에 영혼이 묶여있기 때문에
흐흐흐흐흐흐흐흐흐낄낄낄하하하하
아~ 나의 마음은 S.E.S를 떠나지않아, 그렇기때문에헤헤헿으하하아이헤헤헤에헤헤헤
그래서 소녀시대듬능느킄흐킇크크크크크킄크흐흐흐크크크
전에서 일방적으로 옹호했다. 라는 말은 크흐흐킇크흐흐 오해가 되겠고,

그.. 무대위에 누구를 위해서 올라갑니까 예? 연예인, 무엇을 위해서 올라갑니까.
그런데 그 무대 위에 올라가서 옳지 못한 일이 벌어지고 좋지 못한 몹쓸 대우를 받았다,
라고 생각을 하면 그 위에 제 선배가 올라가 있건 후배가 올라가 있건 동료가 올라갔건
전 앞으로도 똑같이 화를 낼겁니다.

쩝.. 여러분들이 팬질 하는거 그.. '카트엘' 여려분들 말입니다. 팬질하는거 힘들죠. 근데,
그런 행동을 하니까 남들한테 "아무생각없다." 소리듣고
빠(*)순이 소리나 듣고 거 지겹고 억울하지도 않습니까, 네?
그 마지막 억울함 참고 꿀꺽 삼켜버릴 수 있어야 바로 여러분들이 아티스트의 얼굴이 되줄 수 있는거고
그들을 지켜줄 수 있는거고 지금 그 모양 그 꼴로 자기 아티스트들 욕먹이기나 딱 좋지,
누가 누구를 지키겠어요.
그리고 팬들의 지킴을 받지 못하는 아티스트가, 이 대중스타라는 거는 아무런 권력이 없어요.
대중말고는 권력이 없는거에요.
얼마나 쉽게 공격하고 얼마나 쉽게 추락할 수 있는지
자기들의 임무를 망각한 어~ 그런 짓이었다고 다시 한 번 (*)말합니다.
여러분, 제가 다시 한 번 말씀드리는데요, 정신차리세요, 팬질 아무나 합니까.
잠시 후 2부에서 만나뵙도록 하겠습니다

he's like... yeah! he's the man! xD im really impressed abt what he did... he's not afraid of what the fans will say.


well, what he said was agreed. personally, what they did was really bad.. T.T

this day, 06-09-08

well, i can now say i'm really that lazy -.- haha



i'm happy because we don't have class on a monday, and i hate mondays because it's the first day to attend class in a week :P

bdw we watched Narnia (Prince Caspian ftw~) and Kung-Fu Panda (awesomeness is lOOve xD) yesterday. gah i shed tears in a part in Kung-Fu Panda wherein the turtle guy died, or rather fade away and passing all the responsibilities to Master Shifu... a very dramatic moment

"yesterday is history, future is a mystery, but today is a gift, that's why it's called present" :) this line is good




anyway, it was Dream Concert yesterday. gah! i hate anti-fans -.- grrrrrrrrrrrrr..


ELF, Cass, and WG fans team up against..... gah, So Nyeo Shi Dae T__T and it's not good.. it's not good.

will you hate a person with all these rumors abt him? what if these rumors, are really just plain rumors, and not the truth?

the question: why are people like that?

these rumors abt SoShi dating SuJu, we aren't still sure abt that. and these crazy ELF fans are all angry at SoShi

the rumor abt TaeYeon and Junsu in a 'relationship'... lol what if you see someone holding hands like c'mon think of something else when you see them french kissing in public.

Super Junior, Dong Bang Shin Ki, and So Nyeo Shi Dae are all under SME. people! they're SME family! the artists are supposed to be closer than the fans because they work together, they meet in SME buildings, they're together backstage... so i think there's no case if they'll be super close and hugging in public and treating each other as family.

haha ^^ i lOOOve SungMin even more because of his message for SoShi, which kinda uplifts me... i want a message from him like that too ^^**

as for Wonder Girls, i think both groups have their own styles. i love both groups :) Wonder Girls is Wonder Girls and SoShi is SoShi. it's expected that the fans won't go along well xD

just my two cents of opinion :P





i'll just share my new obsession, from SME again (!)... SHINee ^___^**

i super lOOOOOve him (Kim KiBum/KEY)